catch22 positions r killin me........
its boarin out here.......dunno im suddenly so very confused confused to ta core......dunno wat must i do,wat i musnt b doin...shit man dis life is FU**in......though sumtimes its really nice sumtimes des catch 22 positions kill me.......jus nw i hav cum bak frm a feeling tat i acted lika cheap third grade pros wit my best bud...[okie well guys nw don start imaginin sick things! im a goody goddy gal..]]dunno wat must i do.. do knw wat life expects outta me...i feel lost......loads a thoughts in me dunno who to confide on... y cant jus life b a way lot simpler...wer answers to ta questions we ask r seeked through sum wer... by god....guess only wen humans r free frm desires wil dey ever b happy..an i had 2many an tats wer ta prob started.....
y hadnt i joined NID? should i try it again? hw wil life b der if so i get selected? even if its ma dream to b der wat if ta ppl around r gr8 [sarcatic]....r mayb i should hav tried to do CAtterin r hOTel management....i don knw if i likin wat im doin nw....not even a 1% of talent r art talent is needed as yet in my kinda course...its endlessly buggin...mayb i shuld hav joined wit my bestbuds 4 b arch.....seems lik everyone is goin on top of ta ladder an i still stand der down seein an questionin if i wil ever b able to climb to...wish my bro is here with me,,,hes 2 far away to give me support 4 al my ddilemas in life...its so lonely at home here my parents r too busy for me...jus a hi an a bye an hw didya do ur exams wats t a next exam an hw long r ur hols r ta only converstion between me an my parents...i knw dey r doin der best for me...but then i dunno life is so buggin ,fu***in,confusin an ironic................
y hadnt i joined NID? should i try it again? hw wil life b der if so i get selected? even if its ma dream to b der wat if ta ppl around r gr8 [sarcatic]....r mayb i should hav tried to do CAtterin r hOTel management....i don knw if i likin wat im doin nw....not even a 1% of talent r art talent is needed as yet in my kinda course...its endlessly buggin...mayb i shuld hav joined wit my bestbuds 4 b arch.....seems lik everyone is goin on top of ta ladder an i still stand der down seein an questionin if i wil ever b able to climb to...wish my bro is here with me,,,hes 2 far away to give me support 4 al my ddilemas in life...its so lonely at home here my parents r too busy for me...jus a hi an a bye an hw didya do ur exams wats t a next exam an hw long r ur hols r ta only converstion between me an my parents...i knw dey r doin der best for me...but then i dunno life is so buggin ,fu***in,confusin an ironic................
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posted by AmOrTeNTiA @ 4:30 AM
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2 Comments:
Hey come on pa.. Cheer up.. Lets forget the pain of gettin into this and lets start thinkin what to do next.. We can, we shall and we will do it ! So lets gear-up.. Make an united effort..Ready?
are u mad?
i mean u aint acting lik a 3rd grade cheap pros,nor is ur art talent going waste.our course does require artistic skills.u can try confiding to sumone(even ME).we re gonna reach the top,2gether,as one,as Hari said.
we will win dnt worry.nothings lost as long as u ve the determination to go on....
WE WILL BE WITH U IN ALL UR UPS AND downs>DONT WORRY.
Keep writing.
(for a change try to write sumthin tat makes us readers feel happy)
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