Tuesday, March 20, 2007

I hAtE moDeLs!!


well i dunno oflate i realised i started hating even the site of models.........im here writing this post after forcing myself to pull through seein one fashion show from ftv. and what did i learn? it makes me so dam sick.... the whole site of them!they look so perfectly thin....o my god! thats when those thoughts like " i wish i was thin like that" comes into the picture.....
there comes those days with my bestest frnd gowri to my mind.... during our study holidays last year me an her used to flip through beauty magazines in our so called rest time in between studies.... an mind you gowri has this slim atheletic body being a rower and each page we flip she'd be lik " look at her ya.....o my godddddd how can she look so nice??" an i wuld sit there an stare at her an say "gow shut up....im the one who must be broodin idiot!!"
hmmm so was does this t each you? the more you get obsssed seeing models the more you start hating yourself.....rather you start feeling that u r too ugly....so is this all worth it? you just have one life to live,to enjoy...... its not worth even feeling one bit why u werent born with tat sexy abs devon aoki sports...for all you know she must be brooding out there for that 1 inch she put on last week for eating chocolate mousse,,,,, or maybe brooding for that comfortable life like ours where we have all the freedom to eat and enjoy what we like ....which she mite never get until she retires...moreover how long in her life can she keep lookin beautiful? beauty is jus skin deep.... it does not matter on wether u hav that sexy abs or slender legs....what matters is how you carry yourself and how u feel beautiful inside......
and GUYSSS... what the hell do you people get by staring at almost nude super models on net??i serious;y can undersatnd this fetish of you people...what do you do lookin at them?? fantasise or wat?? do we girls look a t naked guys on net or even normal models on net?? we dont... ok you look at them... but why the hell o you need to talk to your girlfirend about it?? its so dam irritating you know....... guys rememeber...
no real living girl can look tat way you make her life worse by talkin to her or letting her know half your computer has models pics..... come on... try imagining if we do that to you... we have sum zillion guys pics with six pack abs in our comp an tell you we are crazy and used to be crazy about them... wont you be frustrated lukin at your body then?? so make them feel genuinly good,,,,, models are a total waste of time..we all have only one life to live and we cant change the way we look.... we have to be greatful for what we are.....and what we get.........

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4 Comments:

At 10:38 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

shut up and go lose some weight.

 
At 2:32 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Please don't hate me for being too tall, too skinny, bug-eyed, big- eared, buck-toothed and generally funny-looking. Models are born the way we are. If we were perfect we wouldn't end up being models. It's flaws, not perfections, that are most interesting to a camera.

So pretend you are a kid too tall, too skinny, and full of flaws. You get teased in school. Boys don't look twice since you're not cheerleading material. No, you look like a boy and tower over the rest of the girls basketball team and the boys basketball team too.

Then one day somebody decides that you are destined to become a model. In my case that person was my mother when I was thirteen. I got withdrawn from my school to be "home-schooled." Really I got signed with an agency. Then the fashion industry became my main source of education.

As a model, people try to take advantage of you all the time.
Straight men see you as a conquest. They are not trying to date you for you, they are trying to date a model. Everyone sees you as an object and/or a mark.

Kiss the days of having friends goodbye. Other models aren't friends- they are your direct competition for everything- jobs, prestige, praise, food, bottled water, space- what ever is available. If you want it, every other model in the room will too.

People you meet, in the industry or not, automatically treat you like you are abysmally stupid. They speak slowly. They use small words, if they decide you are worth talking to at all. Mainly people just tell you where to go and what to do all the time.

It's not even easy work. It's long days and long nights- hours upon hours of a set of repetitive motions, or of poses that make your muscles ache, boredom or sheer panic and frantic activity. Hours of standing perfectly still or of marching around on shoes that murder your feet.

Half the time the shoes and clothing don't fit. You scrunch your sweaty size twelves into the size 7 four inch heels that they want you to wear. You try not to trip even though you are blinded with pain and can't feel the runway since your feet hurt so much.

People stick pins in you and hot-glue your skin to the clothing. They forget you are not a life-sized doll. They pull your hair and jab mascara or eyeliner into your eyes without thinking twice about it. They bind your breasts flat which hurts even if your breasts are small. They cinch you into corsets. I had two ribs broken that way.

You regularly spend time undressed, freezing cold, in rooms full of people you've never met before. People look at your body and forget that you are just a really tall kid. You attract the most disgusting guys imaginable who are always four times your age. They think it's okay to touch you in any way they want. They think they own you.

Lots of times the clothing itches or rubs your skin raw. Sometimes the clothes are ridiculously hot and I mean in a thermal way. Then you are crowded into a space with hot lights and body heat.

Sometimes breathing and movement are next to impossible in what you are supposed to model on the runway. I can't count the number of times I passed out from heat, lack of oxygen, dehydration, exhaustion or some combination thereof when on a shoot or at a show. Had that ever happened on a runway, people would have viewed it as a lack of professionalism on my part.

Most models start with very low self esteem to begin with because we were all ugly and gawky as little kids. Then you constantly hear nasty comments about the way you look from hair and makeup artists, from photographers, from your agency, from your clients, from the press- from everywhere including from other models who are just as miserable if not moreso than you are.

Other people will blame you for their failures. If a dress falls apart, it's not the crappy sewing (or gluing)- it's your clumsiness of course. You get criticized for clothing you didn't pick out and makeup you didn't put on you.

God help you if you get sick, if you twist or break something, if you have insomnia, or migraines, or if it's your time of the month. I guarantee you that nobody will care how wrecked you are feeling so long as they can get whatever they want from you.

The world is your critic. Your neck is too long or not long enough. Your lips are too wide or not wide enough. You're too masculine looking or not androgenous enough. You quickly start to hate your body and your face no matter what you look like.

Most of the models I met smoked cigarettes. Many engaged in other self-destructive behaviors. Many were on prescription drugs for depression. Many self-medicated with street drugs. Most drank alcohol. Many had weight problems and eating disorders. Regardless of what people claim, it is far from a healthy lifestyle. You can't really blame people for trying to escape a lonely, stressful, soulsucking existence. The only reason I never got involved in any of that was because I could see what it did to my mom. Incidently all the money I earned as a model went to support her drug problem.

I quit being a model on the day I turned 18. I am now a waitress and pre-med major in my junior year. Believe me, even working and going to school full-time I still have an easier life and a lot more fun than when I was a model.

I never want to see another picture of myself for as long as I live. I don't own a mirror or makeup or even one pair of heels. Generally speaking, I don't tell people what I used to do. All of that was part of another life.

I hate the idea of fashion because it is vapid and a terrible waste of money and other resources. I don't hate models though. I feel sorry for them. It's a lousy life for a child growing into young adulthood.

 
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