someone to confess!

well it seemed like asif god sent me someone aftr seeing wer my relationship was heading........ it was way too many fights n tears.. an pop came this new friend itno my life! my dearest friend next door introduced me to her smart lukin boyfriend...! che now don jump into conclusions... read on. i cant belive tat guy who i said hi some 10 yards away frm ta first time is like my saviour today!! he is my official bro now.... an i seriously think nothing better than having someone to confess! according to me.... well i have spent months in this tough relationship an always ending up on asking my gal pals for advices....... i tell you its ta worst thing to do... yes only a gal can comfort you... but you willl never know its normal an ok frm a guys side to be hanging around with his pals 24/7 wen he is in ta blink of his commitment until u consult a guy pal abt it! who will know better abt guys than a guy himself........?? well sometimes you cant share your anxieties with ur boyfriend himself he may be hurt.... so its better wen u have ta space to ask questions you hav deep in you to a pal like i do now...! an ooh my god this bro is awesum at giving advices....... he has an answer for everything... an he makes anything i say sound lik a normal guy guy attitude....!! an since this bro had his share of loosing his loved one a year bak an now gettin together with my best frnd ,he knows an undersatnds wen i childishly say " im waiting for ta past three hours an my guy hasnt called me up yet!"......... i was actually mad at my guy tat nite but decided i rather call my bro vent out all tat i had in me... an guess wat 20 minutes of a chat changed me totally..... ! i not only was smiling end of convo.. i also ended up callin my guy to kiss him gudnite......an my guy apologised tellin me he was genuinly busy!! see how problems solve.... nowadays frm my bros orders an my promise to him tat i wont cry ever or fight life is gettin better..... im calmer... relived an better! each time i get urge to fight or i feel sad i try analysing stuff pateintly i knw its difficult for we gals as one simple stuff an wooosh a fight! an if i cant focus i ring my bro immediately........! ta best part in this arragement eventually is i give advice abt how girls are to him to handle his gal well........so both get benifitted this way....! a dislcaimer though don go on talkin abt ur new guy pal to ur boyfriend cause he will end up a bit jelous! wink..........

i miss u naaavaana!

hey bro,
im missing u terribly todayyyy its beeen almost 3 years since u left home to do ur higher studies... yes i am really proud an happy for you but its like this void in me at home... i dont have anyone here who will get me bubble gums aftr shopping lik eyou did... i dont have those anyone who will spend there megre pocket money just to get me birthday gift...i dont have anyone to fight with... r play with r kid around with r well spill tat sauce bottle with... it seems like everythings changed all of a sudden...i dont have any scope of listening to ur neverending out of tune heavy metal songs...i dont have anyone to share vadams with r cook up an experiment sum hot dish in ta kitchen each evening... i dont have anyone anymore who bugs me with "do u know this" kinda questions...i dont have anyone with whom i can share my collage stories with....most furstrating part is i dont enjoy going ouut as much with parents especially to restuarants wer we both used to decide ta order 4 ta day even b4 we ask permission frm dad to take us out...i dont have anyone to tickle me unbearable in ta middle of the night...i dont have anyone to chat abt gizmos an technology with...skool days used to rock.. frm those everlasting memories to silly memories wer i used to always end up wearing ur socks in a hurry each morning... r much better fight for the last drop of polish mixed with diluted water lol...i dont have anyone who will pull my plait r my tied up hair an get my scoldings 4 tat..i dont hav anyone who calls me obese unhealthy child...i miss those intellectual convos within us.... i miss those times wen we shared tat bunk bed an wer u used to scare ta shit outta me telling all kinds of horror stuff...i miss eating tat beautiful conction of urs ta bread crumb dosa... i dunno if u even remmebr tat...
life suddenly seems all changed an boaring.... yes you do call us up an talk to me ta mostttt every week frm korea... but well tat closeness we shared is kinda gone... is this wat happens wen ppl grow up anna? an i misss shouting out naaavaaannaaa evry minute.... all i see is few pics u upload once a while... u seem so different each time...this whole idea of growing up feeels so rude... i want my bro bak who used to hold my hand each timed we crossed ta road... i want ta bro who used to buy bubble 4 me each time he went out.. i want the bro who used to shuwer me with gifts each time he went outta station without me....i wanta get all childishh an get bak to being ta minime...an loving ta love u showed me......
i cant wait to see youu within a year....it feels lik there is so much to share... so much to laught abt wit you.... make time an come here anna... i promise, u will get 2 dhabbas of vadamm each day 4 lunch on ur stay here......lol..
luv u tooo muchhhhh
ur lill pesty sisss