Wednesday, October 31, 2007

will somebody save me r will i get burned!


Hilary Duff Lyrics
Burned Lyrics

amazing track! seriously one of hillarys songs tat i luved frm first glimpse itself!! lyrics is well written.... u can feel tat emotion!! funky tune adds oomph to it!

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claSs ReP issues!!phewwW


hows it to be the class represenatative... well to start of its a job tat cant b taken in easily r for fun! i tell you this 6 months had everything frm anger to stress to lill smiles heading a class by me an arvind my buddy! here is an example of how my typical day is for ppl to know how much goes behind making the class perfect though ppl rather get gr8 appreciation nor voluntary help ... day starts at
  1. 8.30>> period one commenses things a class rep like me is expected to do
  • manage a class tats totally insane... noone ever undersatnds tat if each one shuts up r even speaks slowly things will be a lot better !the most difficult job
  • job two out of the blue a faculty will expect the ohp to be all shiny an ready...come on we are also young an its so dam difficult to go all responsible an be perfect without chatting with frnds an keep everything ready... worst part is help can never be slought until i personally request my class guys.. they do help but it takes me a 10 minute constant request while they enjoy chatting with their groups. next challenge here is finding the junction box for the ohp... it can be anywer frm my office to the next class. it may work an it may not.. so patience is the cue word it must be with the reps as well as the faculty . they must undersatnd we arent responsible if the class gets delayed because a junction box is not working. next we have to put up with those other frnds who have tat grudgy look tat speaks" why r u delaying the class culdnt u do all this b4".
  • oooh now tat the ohp is ready an wehave gone round the whole departmnet seeting up things. the staff will search for chalk piece... an if its not there well class reps r responsible. not one soul in class will ever volunteer to help . i have to walk up first floor yet again an get them. ok noone voluntaries but what the hell right do they have on playing with chalks an breaking them in free hours finally wasting all the xtras i got! seriously sometimes you never get answers for such questions
  • next after class is over we have to help in attendance. next bugging job cant sumone on earth ever take charge on tat y us?
  • now tat period one is over the next faculty expects us to call them! we hardly get breathing space i tell you..
2. period 2 starts!
  • well they come in telling us y we din ask them wats necessary for class![ if only god had 48 hrs a day maybe we culd have freed ourselves to ask them such stupid things!]
  • comes next challenge. now tat we hav ohp ready they will ask us to set the computer. now here is the clinche wen it comes to presentations... we r also presentars an we too need time to prepare but tats such a unheard thing of caring r even putting shoes in our place an we get blamed at for not seeting up the computer!
  • seeting a computer is not an easy job! permission frm lab attendant then keys to computer room then bringing the correct wires ! help here is slought as its impoosible to bring eevrything in time!
  • well comedy time continues as sum shitty persenter will suddenly want speakers to play their promo!! well they expect us to be so dam patient an do everything wit such energy always! y cant they set it up by themselves? well i learnt tat the hard way an nowadays there is this satnd by ruls as to whoever does presenations must arrange evrything by themselves! come one they must now how non easy is it !
3. next is break time!
  • the time wer is get to say hello to arvind my only gud buddy in class who is the guy rep so frm morning we seldom hav time to smile an r on our toes.
  • in that 20minutes they give for break believe me first 5 minutes goes in helping teachers take attendance. next 15minutes in seeting up the seminar hall for some guest lecture next hour!
and voila arvind one side will be setting up the projector. an i will be seeking permission frm seminar hall incharge... tat too giving updates with the facuty on everythings right! an well yes u guessed it right no help at all ever ..... half the class will either spend their life chatting r goin out! now all we have is 5 minutes grace time tats wen i pull arvind poor him he selsom has time to eat at home an come an we go to canteen an come bak in hurry.... just to find some classmate in seminar hall finding a tiny fault in our arrangement made! 4.ok 2hrs guest lecture time,,, we r responsible for everyone who attends class an absents them! come on we r far too busy to even knw if someone wen out! how can we b answerable for them? well if its a big shot frm industry we have to cover the hospitality part too for them! everything we r responsible!! 5. lunch break..... mostly its stress free until or unless my so called forum meetings start off an my forum staff glares at me as to y i hav come late to the meeting! she wuldnt know i was on my feeet all day... she wuldnt care if i had lunch... she wuldnt give a dam abt my duties aftr break too! all she wuld know is i must do her task,,, yes it is undersatndable frm her view but she shuld knw i aint loofing around all day an i CARE so much abt ta forum lik she does... all i ask for is time an some care frm her side! forum meetings leads to guets lectures tat leads to voluntares like me arranging them> calling guests>giving directions>seeting up hall>hospitality>momento>blah blah blah everything is stress ful.... unless though help is given by kind hearted souls!! 6. lab hours ttats another bore! don ask.... frm being responsible for bringing a junk of hooligans by 1.30 sharp to the computer lab to screaming endlessly th elab questions for them to note doqn in record..... you have to gulp it all down with a smile an well apart frm this who takes notes frm teachers and xeroxes them too? its we reps who sets up guest lectures next week? its us again who tries helping class by postponing tests? its uss u guessed it~ who plans an schedules classes wen there is no time to finish portions? well us again!! and after all this junk of things an help we do for our fellow mates on the recieving end all we get is > irritable hooligans whowouldnt care a dam to listen up on important notices an tests an later blame us for not imforming > lose out on so so kinda friends...because i tend to realise they jus luv irritating you to limits wen told them not to do something >big headaches end of the day >non undersatnding so called gud frnds/// whoo think we must be robots with no tiredness whatsoever all day... with grudgy luks wen things go worng r unplanned sometimes!! [if only i wish i dedicate a blog towards her higness indumathy for being the cruellest best in class!!] >sometimessss very rare though a compliment by atleast one soul in class for postponing tests!! >runied life as basically i cant talk the day to day things i happend around with my guy as there is no time at all to socialise nor flirt nor eat nor enjoyyyy! hmmm anyways!! its over im glad it was.... hope i lost up on some pounds running around..... an well in this blog i oficially thank arvind for all kinds of help he did as the guy rep as without him i must have probabily been in ICU of some hospital by now with all tat stress fully piled on only to me!.... lol..well big advantage i finally hope it gets recognised atleast a bit wen im job searching!! leadership skills they call ittt.....pheww!!

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Monday, October 29, 2007

ThEsE r the Few of My FavoritE tHings!!


well my buddy had published a post on the similaar lines an i got inspired too in writing a blog like this!! a feel gud blog i sayy.... feels gud to write feels gud to read too aftr writing!!things i admire luv in lifee are always left unsaid to ppl i luv so here is it for them to know abt the true me!
  1. starts with ME i luv my name>shriya.. unique,different,stylish!!
  2. now tat i luv my name its obvious i luv writing my name in stylish ways evrywer
  3. luv lipgloss its such a gift to a girl,,, pure elegant an glamarous it makes me feel
  4. luv the anklet pika gave me for my birthday.. she has one i have the other.. each time i wear it i feels shes with me kind of feel gud treasure!
  5. luv lill babies an kids... its so nice to see a lill baby smilin at you! it jus make my day!
  6. luv sitting in the window seat of the car bus anything an gazing out... wen small i used to b crzy saying gudbye wit a smile to everyone i pass by!!
  7. luv that lill ice cube in fridge... used to be an ice cube fanatic wen i was small
  8. luv licking the melted chocolate frm the wrapper without any etiquettecy
  9. love gazing at myself pointlessly in the mirror for hours together!
  10. love those feel gud chats with my guy sometimes its jus makes my day
  11. love listening to strongly lyriced songs... sad or happy,..,. avril an anytime hit!!
  12. love having flawless skin which i used to adorn until few years bak.. pimples break out often offlate!
  13. love loofah baths either stinging cold showers r warm ones!
  14. love the colour lavendar warm an chic anytime!
  15. pink an blue the only combo which i go bonkers at always- no wonder my wardrobe has tons of them!!
  16. cute little teddy bears!! used to hug them an sleep wen i was lill!! muaaaaaaaah feels so cute to have teddys!!
  17. love the smell of earth wen it rains....muaah feels so earthy
  18. love my strawberry body butter,,, it just makes me feel lik a baby with soft nice smelling skin an my guy ends up happy too loving tat smell!
  19. love crying over flicks like my best frnds wedding!! worth it to cry for a movie tat touches u emotionally so much
  20. love those 15 minutes each morning wen i fake i hv woken up to my mum by switchin on the light but truth is i lie undercover enjoyin the las few secs of sleep!
  21. luv morning dreaming.... it feels gr8 if it turns out romantic
  22. luv the hot cuppa coffee my mum remmbrs to give sometimes as she usually forgets in a hurry
  23. luv opening the new paper b4 my dad does...jus a silly thing but this offlate never happens as i get up late!!
  24. luv hugs an kisses frm anyone jus makes me feel loved!
  25. luv make up right at 12 in the night in the privacy of my room !
  26. luv smudging an spoiling the make up too- this happens so often tat i hav learned to love it
  27. luv taking stupid snaps of me by myslef! its an art i developed... an art wer i spend 1 hr on make up 1 hr on takin snaps an 1 hr to convice my mind no makeup can ever mak me luk like a model an i do luk gud!last part is the toughest though
  28. luv flowers... its fragrance jus brings joy an lifts my mood
  29. luv scented candles it gives tat romantic aura all over my room!
  30. luv making candles too.... though i end up with burns all over my arms!!
  31. luv laces anywer its such a girly thing!!
  32. luv long nails.... wish i atleast hav them during my wedding!! it never goes like how it does to sexy models!
  33. luv feeling my heartbeat with my palms... its gives me bliss an awe on how nice a intricate gods creation is
  34. luv those baby leaves in treess... luv talkin an kissing them too!
  35. luv singing songs wen im home alone...
  36. luv my hair!silky an smooth! luv it even more wen my guy simply goes crazy feelin it!
  37. luv that lill i love you i get frm my guy b4 i sleep....... muaaah unbeatable!
  38. luvpolishing my nails wit nice warm colours> every gal must tak care of her nails,,, its a sign of feeling gr8 abt urself
  39. luv luking at pink baby frocks with lacy bows!!muaaah the most cutest thing to do!!
  40. luvv giving suprises to my guy an my frnds...ta smile in their face is unbeatable!
  41. luv working out and dancing to hot music,,,, it jus makes me feel lighter
  42. luv mugging up the lyrics of the songs i luvvvvv!!
  43. luv reading bak answer papers of my tests... wierd but feels amazing to read... it feels asif sumone else wrote sumthing so nice espcially english papers!
  44. luv arts an crafts..... shuld hav written it b4 but sumhw forgot!
  45. luv my aunt everything abt her amuses me shes an art godess!! everybit of her home is filled wit creativity!
  46. luv deviantart...... without it i cwuldnt hav enjoyed art as much!! an amazing site wit superb workssssss
  47. luv chatting with my skool frnds catchin up on each others lives frm realtionshps to studies!!
  48. luv softcore bitching!! it used to b gr8 wit prat durin skool times! poor shankara.... we hav bitched our life to glory on her so many times!
  49. luv fighting wit my guy,..best part is wen later though i hate him so much i realise i cant b without him too
  50. luv argueing - mostly wen i know i am right in something!
  51. luv lacto calamine an kohl without it well i feel so lost an ungirly !
  52. loveee being wit pika shuld hav been in top 5 something distracted me!
  53. love blogging an reading my posts!! feels a sence of satisfaction
  54. love it wen ppl comment on my posts.... it jus boosts my self confidence
  55. love sturggling over a kumudam article on surya for 2 hrs all by myself!! bein a true fanatic of him!
  56. luv it wen my prediction skills rocks an tat every answer i learn b4 ta exam turns right up on the question paper! believe me its my lucky charm!!
  57. luv cleaning up especailly wen frnds come over i re arrange an giv a complete make over to my room... one my frnds admire them two its feels relieved to change everything in my room!
  58. luv crying attimes! its the best way to vent out i say!
  59. luv downloading pics frm deviantart an puttin it in orkut wit an apt title line!! luv it even more wen ppl appreciate tat
  60. luv to do my eyebrows! though it pains totally it makes me look a total women
  61. luvv high heels- though im total enough today my heels fetish will never fade,its my style funda!
  62. luv having soft unhairy hands an legs! if not waxing atleast shaving unwanted hair is a must for every women... come on we must be feminine !!
  63. luv slevess clothes dunno just a fetish!
  64. luv cold milk wen i get bak home! actually i hunt for cold water which sledom appears in my fridge so cold milk is the next bet!
  65. luv making rather baking cakes with manjitha! muaah we r awesum cooks wen it come to cakes especially! as we cant follow hose measurements for nuts!! lol
  66. luv that love filled feeding sessions of my mums wen i come home tired r b4 goin for exams
  67. comming to food love cooking an everything abt cooking! experimentation is the key to innovative cooking!! i guess tat gene came frm my mum...
  68. luv tat lill bit of cheese an corriander i decorate wit patience in each dish!
  69. luv candle light dinners!! not tat i hav had any.. jus luv that atleast later though
  70. luv four poster beds... romantic an passionatee....with lace curtains!!
  71. luv my piercings!! each has spl memories behind it which adds to me liking them!! it makes me unique!!
  72. oh yeah i luv my family... without my mum an dad i aint here/// an my sweet bro!!
  73. luvv goin to sreyas home full of bubbliness an love!!
  74. luvvv meeting my granny an old ppl their tales make u see them with awe an wonder!!
  75. used to luvv vadams by my mums mum sadly she is no more.. i miss them too much!!
  76. luv tat hot pipping plae of rasam sadam with parupu ghee with muru muru potatoe fry a yummy dishhhh tats unbeatable! my mums rasam rocks so does my dads rasam!! lol...
  77. love the number 16 an 23 very special for certain reasons!
  78. love nov 16th...... its my birthdayyy!! an luv it wen ppl wish me at 12 feels so loving!
  79. love cards... i treasure every card my frnds give!!
  80. love remmebering ppls birthdays.. make it a poin to wish them an gift them something i buy r make!
  81. love eating out attimes frm chat to burgers to desi tandoori an chinese!
  82. love eden in besant nagar an the beach! full of young bubbly teenagers enjoyin the breeze wit frnds
  83. love icecreammmmmm especially wen i have cold!! lol!!still miss tat lavendar cone icecream i had n a palour in annanagar long time bak
  84. love sexy inner wear.... it gives me positive vibes !
  85. love using dots.... inbetween sentecnces an using the caps an normal CoMbO LIk this!
  86. lovee everything abt my skool.... it gave a such nice memeories totake bak home
  87. luv calligarphy! im gud at it trust me!
  88. luvvv wasting time onlineee....
  89. luvv it wen my printer works wen i need it too!!
  90. love eating marie biscuit filled wit jam in between! wah a gr8 snack it is!!
  91. love feeding deers with everythin poosible frm my fridge in my backyard!
  92. love playing basketball... used to b my craze long time bak.. now beeen so long i played
  93. love my stylish specs! all my frnds find it stylish!!
  94. love my bro who speaks to me for hours frm korea showing me so much love!! will love him even more if he gets me the hair curler i crave for!! lol..
  95. luv it wen ,my guy calls me early morning jus to say he dreamt of me an tat i mean a lot to him!!
  96. luvv my fashwash an perfume i t makes me feel confident all day!
  97. luv being stupid well u can see tat as half my i luvthings wuld be alittle crazy!
  98. luv eating hot hot samosas on rainy days!! wow... wata feeling!!
  99. luvvv pulling legs of my frnds an make them blushhh!!
  100. luvv reading mushy novels... mood enhancer i call it!
  101. love self help books like chicken soup...... a sure read wen im down an pika is not picking up my call!
  102. love to laugh for silly jokes of arvinds jus to make him feel gud! sometimes he is genuinly funny u know!! lol...
  103. love tat last mouth of crispy dosa in my plate!!
  104. luv it wen arvinds gets coffe for me frm canteen wit a gleam on his face!!
  105. luv it wen ppl rejoice my frndshp an write in beautiful testimonials in orkut an hi5!
  106. love meeting up wit old frnds/// its like getting bak ur life....luv each gettogether of my skool batch feels crazy to see my guy pals grow up!!
  107. love lime juice instant refresher!!
  108. love chester bennington!
  109. loveeeeee 3/4ths a cool wear at home!!
  110. love sidney sheldons books an harrypotter books!! keeps me hooked wen im boared! sad tat harry potter series is over!!
  111. lovee my long chains which i made as a funky trend in coll!!
  112. love ta way i mix an match my clothes the very last moment each morning!!my frnds r so a boaring kind who wont even change the earrin they wear for a particular salwar!
  113. luv eating in banana leaf.... especailly durin festivals wer my mum cooks up yummy things! its so satisfyin to eat in bananleaf taste gets better!!
  114. love my bed an the quitl myb ro gifted me!! i slept for 12hrs jus yesterday with tat!! tat comforting!
  115. love breezy nights.... with radio buzzing the uk top charts at nite!
  116. love those one minute cards i make to ppl in class..... me an div used to share so many! still mak a whole chunk to arvind,,,
  117. loveee handbags > im a bag fetish lik my mum!
  118. lovee pencil pouches nice flowery ones especially!! feels nice to hav one!!
  119. love sattionery !! i spend my life buying new pens always!
  120. love phoitoshop brushes!! hav downloaded so many online
  121. love workin in photoshop!an amazing software
  122. love making photo movies in movie maker.... recently made one for my guy an he was touched
  123. love writing heartfelt emails to my frnds an my guy... nothin can express an emotion better than a letter r email!! love wriing letters too! used to b called love letter shriya in skool by prat!!
  124. love sharing hersheys an lindt wit prat!! u shuld see tat gleam in her face as she eats them muaaaaah outta this world!
  125. love cutting cakes... wish someone buys cake for me this bday!!
  126. love it wen my favorite movie plays in s pix! its quite rare u know... anywyas
  127. hmmm... lovee it wen my guy brings choc for me frm home!! chocolate fanatic like me will do anything for chocolate.... even forgive my guy for some mistake he did!lol..
  128. love the fact tat i have gone this far in a blog like this! not bad for my standards
  129. love to be the first mark in any test it boots up mys elf confidence soo much!
  130. looove to hold hands an walk with my buddy... it jus feels gr8
  131. love to make my pals feel gud anyday anytime wen they r down!
  132. love it wen my coll frnds out of the blue care for me as they seldom do!
  133. love it wen i answr correct in class r appreciated for something in class!
  134. love submitting assignments with my touch of class in it! hate doin things the way general ppl do!!
  135. loveee it to feel love frm my mummy attimes!!nothing can match up to her lovee
  136. love it to see my parents compromising in many issues,,, its simply gr8 to see them be such a rockin couple! hope i an my hub too rock!
  137. love to have cute baby girls wen i grow up marry an stuff! baby girlss r stunningly cuteeee! muaaaaaah i hav named them too!!
  138. love to see my guy clad in cargos an the metal watch i luvvvv!feel gud factor!
  139. love to be said a hi wen i enter class in coll... it rarely happens still wuld luv it if someone acknowledges my arrival!
  140. loveeeeeeee to rob my dads scissors!! fun aprt is to let him search for it the next day!
  141. lovee to waste cellotape wen it come sto art work! anything for art i say!!
  142. love smsing attimes... it helps wen u cant face sumone an tell things! i confessed my first crush through sms only an wah how relieved it was.. i seldom culdhav ever faced tat guy an confessed!
  143. lovee nutties,,,, misisng it too much! want it currently as i suddenly remmbrd it!
  144. loveee talking to my heart in case of problems... i question myslef an answer them too!
  145. loveeeee hari my skool mate for always makin it apoint to meet me at my palce wen ever he comes here frm madurai!
  146. love goin all spiritual attimes an lighting up the diya in fornt of god an praying!
  147. love the tensioned moments b4 i get my test paper!!especially ta part wer i chat the gayatr mantra a zillion times by then!
  148. love adorning a saree!! indian ethinic an beautiful is how it feels!! got a black designer saree yesterday for my cousins weddin!! muaaaaaah luv it
  149. lovee goin to you tube an wwatchin videos of songs i luvvv!! an well seein mushy videos attimes
  150. love the fact tat i got u through reading so much of my nonsence world lol...thank u so much for all your support!! i hereby declare u my best buddy as u put up through me an my world all long!!
well this is it its beeen almost 3 hrs i started my i love saga poor u i suggest take rest now!!
hope u liked the post an enjoyed reading it!!

u can stand under my umbrella!!


"When the sun shines
We’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella "

these verses beautifully penned by rihanna in her umbrella song seriously needs appreciation.... loved every bit of this song for its lyrics... an each time i listen to it i remmbr one lill gal [rather angel] who peeps up wenever i need her huggggg!
pikaaaaa seriously ur the best thing tat every happend to me... this blog is specially on you jus to tell ppl how much u mean to me!
pika
a lill crazy, a lill naughty, a lil cute,a lill sexy stare,a pain sometimes,a gal i luv to argue with, a gal i luv to cry with,,,,guess tats a shot way to sum her up!!
this angel came into my life in 11th... an god how inncoent she was then!! it took a long to settle in... but not long b4 we realised we synced well as frnds!!
from neverending arguments.. throughout the day... to getting bak as frnds by evening i guess i so bloody miss those skool days..
those days wer we studied for tests crazily,fought over who is right in anything an everything,ta days wer we copied together in tests r got major scoldings in class for not listening...
this girly seems so much right for me tat it aches tat i cant meet her each morning!
from blossoming crushes to blushing faces wen got teased we both went through everything same time.....its so difficult u know to pen how much u love someone r share ur feelings abt them an till the end of this post there still be a lot unsaid which only mine an her minds would cherish....usually im the kind who loves trusting every new frnd i meet as they r the one for me an gonna b my best frnd....an always it used to turn around haywire...until i met pika... well it never occurred all through skool she is the one for me [ today shes the official brides maid for me]... its only in certain ppl u feel good always... its only with certain ppl u luv sharing everything abt u without inhibitions... its only with certain ppl u don need to pretend to b sumone else.. its only with certain ppl you can cry too at even 12.30 at night r laugh abt at 1.30 am calling up late for their bday!!its only with certain ppl u wuld go out of the way sharing things u treasure the mostt it may be something as simple as a pink pencil to a cute earring someone gifted you....to well saving up ur most favorite toblerone r hersheys r even lindt for weeks in fridge jus for tat lill person!!an i think pika is worth being tat special someone in life....!! an i guess a person who comes next to pika is prarthana an sreya my other feel gud best buddies!!
pika shes an epitome of love laughter an affection! my boyfrnds fights wit me r we hav a misunderstanding >> my heart beats call pika she will help you!!
some extraoprdinary day full of happiness >> my heart shouts out share it with pika
frndship day to valentines day to her birthday >>even b4 my heart shouts out call her im there wit the mobile in my hand callin her up.....!
feeling boared>>i call her up
if my bitchy frnds try ruining my life
>> shes to my rescue
if my negative thoughts kill me>> shes there on phone
if my tearful eyes have noone to wipe it out>> shes der to do tat
if its been longg i smiled till my tummy ached>> pikas mob gets an instant ring frm me
if theres a new dress i got or new heels or new lipgloss>> pikaa madam is there to telll her comments on it!
if its a bugging holiday>>pika is my first resort to call a find out if shes free an we can freak out!!
if my guy wants to console me but i don pick his call>> pika is his resort too
if my guy wants to knw wens my train departuring at>> pika does tat too wit a gleam on her face
if my guy wants to chat with me personally>> woohoo my angel smiles an waits for me few yards away!!
how can a gal be so selfless an totally an angel??
shes der litrerilly everytime i need herrrrr
an i need to let her know how much it felt gud wen i was so dam down abt my coll frnds in excursion... a call to her was the best thing i did!! speaking jus 20 minutes made my tearful eyes smile.. somethin even my guy cant ever do...[not degrading you buddy but werent u so happy to see me happy in few minutes?]... i spoke like for an hour with her an voila i culdnt thank the stars i slept so peacefully all nite an enjoyed the next day too in her thoughts!!
love you eunice priyanka!! n yes babe u can leave ur lill one at my place as u go shoppin wit ur hub!! i will baby sit him with loveeee! an oi better be ready to receive to even late night aft one yet another silly fight with my hub...!!my guy owes a lot to you too.... you hav been the best gal pal for him.. luv it wen u too argue an im left clueless on who to support!!an babe any probs im always there for you remmber tat ok,,, i hav always been there an i always will too!
so tats all for now girly.. an yes my fridge has choc for u frm ooty come b4 prat does to get ful share of it!! an letmme knw wen ur mum makes dough nuts miss it big time!
luv you

Thursday, October 11, 2007

happy birthday to me :)


yipppeeee my firsttttt aniversary in blogsphereee!!
it just struck me i am one year old into the whole world of blogging.....its been a gr8 experience so far seeing other ppls take on many issues... an seeing ppl appreciate my blogs...
well im planning to take blogging to ta next level by having a blog for each of my love/passions starting from cookery to art blog to a music blog to a personal diary kinda blog!!
it really gives a sence of satisfaction for me aftr each post....i satrted out really kiddish not knowing what blog is all abt an wat to write... not bad i came so far.. i regret having not written abt so many things i really wanted to but time couldnt permit me to do justice..... anyways hope my other new blogs will be more better with zing an a spicy flavour added to it..... starting frm new templates as im sick of this one an want to dare to b different.....
anyways wish me gud luckkkk!

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me an my stupid mind games!


A human mind can really confuse the hell outta you. lifes tough times happen wen you try controlling your mind. i feel a simple issue gets so complicated only wen u try seriously enforcing it...ur mind is an instrument to be used with careful thinking..... when you wish to hate some body forever in ur life... tats wen ur mind will kill you with guilt an make you feel ta love for tat person. when you feel you love someone sooo much your mind will remind you of the insecurities... r of ur sickening past. when you swear to forget something you end forcefully thinking abt it all the time...when you crave for lovee anger creeps in by mistake,when you plan for a serene weekend it will end up like a disaster! when you expect something its sure neever to happen...! its either mind playing games with people r god playing around knotting the aready knotted life...!!
and comming to an emotion called LOVE... nothing can be as difficult as making it last... ur mind creates a lot of expectations on its own jus to let you down someday.... when you feel like hugging ur loved one mood swings will end up ruining the whole plans for the day....when your all totally angry a sudden hug suddennly makes you forget all those sordid times,endless crying nights an make you fall towards your loved one.... why should always things turn upside down? why cant certain answers be so upclose an clearly told by god....?why does he make us fall down so much an finally wen we have no strength to get up he sends mr handsome with his hands stretched for your hands...? life is like tat ironic song wer she sings " its like meeeting the man of your dreams an you see his beautiful wife"!!
why should my boyfriend love thin abs in gals r slender legs wen i dont have neither? why should a guy who dosent hav a hot spiked hair be my boyfriend?
why should every single expectation be given to us in a mixed up complex manner?
why is tat my mindset on a certain issue can never be same as that of my guy? why cant each mind accept an change for the other in some issues? is this wat is mind is made of?
phew stupid mind of mine!! a guy i hate suddely seemed cute today.... y shuld he feel cute to me? wats this ?is this an insecurity to myself? r my worst fears jus upturned an come true always?wat must i do? y do mind play games wit me like this? YES I HATE HIM... I DO I DO I DO...[fuck he still luked cute today!]

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Monday, October 08, 2007

i miss u naaavaana!


hey bro,
im missing u terribly todayyyy its beeen almost 3 years since u left home to do ur higher studies... yes i am really proud an happy for you but its like this void in me at home... i dont have anyone here who will get me bubble gums aftr shopping lik eyou did... i dont have those anyone who will spend there megre pocket money just to get me birthday gift...i dont have anyone to fight with... r play with r kid around with r well spill tat sauce bottle with... it seems like everythings changed all of a sudden...i dont have any scope of listening to ur neverending out of tune heavy metal songs...i dont have anyone to share vadams with r cook up an experiment sum hot dish in ta kitchen each evening... i dont have anyone anymore who bugs me with "do u know this" kinda questions...i dont have anyone with whom i can share my collage stories with....most furstrating part is i dont enjoy going ouut as much with parents especially to restuarants wer we both used to decide ta order 4 ta day even b4 we ask permission frm dad to take us out...i dont have anyone to tickle me unbearable in ta middle of the night...i dont have anyone to chat abt gizmos an technology with...skool days used to rock.. frm those everlasting memories to silly memories wer i used to always end up wearing ur socks in a hurry each morning... r much better fight for the last drop of polish mixed with diluted water lol...i dont have anyone who will pull my plait r my tied up hair an get my scoldings 4 tat..i dont hav anyone who calls me obese unhealthy child...i miss those intellectual convos within us.... i miss those times wen we shared tat bunk bed an wer u used to scare ta shit outta me telling all kinds of horror stuff...i miss eating tat beautiful conction of urs ta bread crumb dosa... i dunno if u even remmebr tat...
life suddenly seems all changed an boaring.... yes you do call us up an talk to me ta mostttt every week frm korea... but well tat closeness we shared is kinda gone... is this wat happens wen ppl grow up anna? an i misss shouting out naaavaaannaaa evry minute.... all i see is few pics u upload once a while... u seem so different each time...this whole idea of growing up feeels so rude... i want my bro bak who used to hold my hand each timed we crossed ta road... i want ta bro who used to buy bubble 4 me each time he went out.. i want the bro who used to shuwer me with gifts each time he went outta station without me....i wanta get all childishh an get bak to being ta minime...an loving ta love u showed me......
i cant wait to see youu within a year....it feels lik there is so much to share... so much to laught abt wit you.... make time an come here anna... i promise, u will get 2 dhabbas of vadamm each day 4 lunch on ur stay here......lol..
luv u tooo muchhhhh
ur lill pesty sisss

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